Little update of the last 7 days will follow, ….

Small update of the last 7 days will follow, ….but given the circumstances here's a brief interim update, as the past time was quite intense and I was not only able to get to know wonderful people and places, locations and ideas, but also learned a lot about Frankie and myself. So let's put the aforementioned topics aside, even though they are sooooo exciting…and funny…and inspiring, … It's about SIZE! 😳 Not the judgmental aspect of a person externally, but one's own assessment of BEING. Since I've gotten to know, been allowed to, could, should, had to, ….🤣…some big ideas and people in the last week, I'm coming to myself! Through this past year I've now accepted that my own assessment of myself didn't really correspond to REALITY externally. Relationships were ended by "friends", I consistently distanced myself, etc., etc., … Eleven years ago this weekend I "got together" with the love of my life. You know the ending! I actually only mention this to give you a little insight into my current emotional framework, so that you, if you wish, can take my perspective and contextualize the statement! What role does Frankie play in this context? She is my home, my companion/means of transportation and current local center of life. She brings me to people and allows me to stay on location as long as it feels good to me. And now that this external part is clear, I'm currently learning that my ways of acting, thinking, and seeing also manifest through Frankie. If I drive uphill too long (Sisyphus), not only does Frankie run out of air and get hot, but so do I! If I drive on roads I don't know (and Google doesn't either…😂…), we also get stuck sometimes and have to bend a bit to reach our destination anyway! If I overlook something (like the branch a week ago 🙄), there's "roof damage" that can be repaired. What all this has to do with "SIZE", I'm trying to convey to you through my own experience. I've let myself be made "small" in recent years and partially accepted this (yes, also for the sake of PEACE). Had to make many "compromises" to maintain something that wasn't good for me as a being. Here are just a few adjectives from former "friends" as examples: too loud, too quiet, too much, too little, know-it-all, lecturing, arrogant, conceited, … But the result was clear: I made myself "smaller"! And so today it manifested externally, with Frankie this time taking the "lion's share" of the "path to awareness". 🙏 A curvy wild path, narrow, branches protruding into the "track", unevenness of the ground, which was also full of leaves and branches. So I drove slowly, my attention focused on the path, constantly reassessing the distance to the branches. And yet, despite all my attention, it happened! At a spot where 2 old trees stand directly opposite each other, Frankie's right front wheel slipped into a previously invisible hole, tilted to the right, and thus collided with a thigh-thick branch whose end had been sawed off! Another "roof damage"!!! ....FUCK... Revelation: I simply want to accept, embrace, integrate, implement my and Frankie's REAL size, …so that I, no matter how "bumpy" it gets, reach the GOAL without damage. And yes, that includes the MOMENTS in which an aggressive person attacks me and I remain PEACE! So now I'm back in the "eucalyptus grove", applied the paste, as it briefly looked like real rain here and I'm sending you the photos. The stories about people, conversations, ideas and situations mentioned above will come when I find the leisure to do so, in the next "TIME"!

This much should be mentioned, randomly met people I know from Germany, had conversations that are movingly deep, visited places that deserve to be mentioned, got to know ideas that I'd like to support, … I wish you one more SMILE and peaceful, joyful moments, ME ❤️🙏🥰 PS: Yes, sometimes I just can't help it….🤣…for those who only associate Sisyphus with the "modern" interpretation of his punishment, here's the following hint: "Today he is known mainly in his function in popular belief as a rogue, cunning sly fox and archetype of the man and god-scorning "blasphemer", who manages through unscrupulous cleverness to repeatedly trick death and block the flow to Hades by shackling the god of death Thanatos. After his liberation, Sisyphus is detained, but the dead man manages with a trick to return to life again: He orders his wife, the Pleiad Merope, not to bury him and not to make death offerings for him. To settle this grievance, Thanatos releases him back to life once more, whereby Sisyphus escapes death yet again…" Similarities to "coincidences" in my LIFE are not invented! 😜🌈☮️👻😎

Yes, like the back, first layer, will be filled up more and then sanded ..